The realisation.

I’m at the point where you have just discovered the real reason. You have been led for months and months thinking that you were the problem and were made to feel bad about the situation, when all along it was the other person.

I mean, yes, it’s a relief that I’m not exactly the reason, but then there’s also the downside, the realisation.

Luckily, I feel that this is the absolute complete end of that chapter, which makes everything more exciting now as I’m in another country, on the other side of the world. I’m having an incredible time and have met so many new amazing friends.

I guess all I can say is, who had the better end? I think I did, for myself.
I’m so glad that I had the opportunity to explore a new place as I feel that it’ll really bring out the real me. I’m not stuck around my room, waiting on people anymore.

This is such a random ‘from the heart’ sort of post, but sometimes you just have to get it out to close that certain chapter.

All I can say is, speak the truth, be honest, you’ll gain more respect in life.
And a note to myself, stop looking towards the future, when I should be living in the present – and that’s what I’m doing now.

Hope you all have a lovely Sunday!
And apologies, but I just had to get it off my chest for good!
Anyone ever feel the need to do this?! x


  1. Adam
    September 21, 2014 / 2:35 am

    You’re an amazing woman. Anyone who doesn’t realize that and honor it is just not on the same level as you and is rather undeserving of your time and attention. I’m glad you’ve had a change of venue and a change of perspective. You’re so on point when you talk about living in the now. A wise person once said that the best way to live a lighter life is by realizing that worry is a product of a future that we can’t guarantee and guilt is the product of a past that we can’t change. You’re living that lighter life and I am so happy for you. I hope we will meet someday. All my best wishes to you.

    • September 21, 2014 / 6:36 am

      Aww why thank you Adam 🙂 that means so much to me! I don’t have much luck haha!

      I’m having an amazing time here,probably the best moments of my life so far! xx

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