Guys, I’m having a major situation..

I’m currently on the farm that I’m working at for the next 3 months, and I have tried and tried but I just want to leave.
I don’t mind the work, that’s all fine. But I feel that I am not comfortable here, as the people are nice but they can snap often and I have hardly any time to myself.
Obviously people like to have their things their own way, and of course are entitled to that. But I’m new, and I’m trying to learn all of these things but I don’t seem to be getting out of the ‘too scared to do anything’ phase.

Tonight, I am going to ask to leave and I hope that they do not flip out on me.
I really don’t want to offend them, as it’s such a lovely place and they have been friendly but I just cannot see myself getting comfortable here, at all.

I wish all of you guys were here 🙁


  1. March 23, 2015 / 7:58 am

    If you know it’s not right for you then the best thing to do is go somewhere else, they should understand that x

    • March 24, 2015 / 5:26 am

      It’s so hard to tell her, she thinks that im enjoying myself.

      I tried to tell her last night but it backfired, she said I can stay until Easter, then leave.

      • March 24, 2015 / 6:25 am

        Well Easter isn’t that far away, it would give you chance to find somewhere else?x

        • March 24, 2015 / 11:43 am

          Well yes, the thing is that an animal nursery want me and I can go there as soon as possible!

          Turns out that I told her, she flipped out a bit more, I cried, but I’m leaving tomorrow morning now!

          I’ll fill you in on the details on facebook tomorrow xxx

          • March 24, 2015 / 12:08 pm

            Ahh okay hope it’s better!xxxx

  2. March 23, 2015 / 9:42 pm

    I know exactly what you mean. And understand because I can only be comfortable at home. Problem is I can never seem to leave my “safe zone” or “comfort zone”. Afraid of getting to know new people. Afraid of trying new things. And so far I’ve only learned one thing: that its keeping me away from ever having any fun and makes me miss out the amazing things in my life. I enjoy the things I’m most afraid of doing. In your case, it’s either that you haven’t gotten used to that place yet, OR it truly isn’t meant for you to be there. I’m not saying stay or leave, the choice is all yours. But try to observe the beauty in things and the best in everything. Life is an adventure, sometimes bumpy, uncomfortable, hard…but every adventure has to have its ups and downs. It depends if you choose to enjoy it or stop the ride. ~ Theo

    • March 24, 2015 / 5:27 am

      Yeah, definitely, thank you 🙂
      I just don’t like the attitude I get sometimes, makes me feel small and like a slave.
      So I want to leave, I have another farm that want me at the moment. X

      • March 24, 2015 / 8:36 am

        Oh, I’m really sorry to hear that. I didn’t know they treat you like that. Well, in that case I definitely agree that you leave to someplace else. Too bad they weren’t wise enough to know what an amazing person they had at their farm.

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